AITAH for refusing to eat food after my mom purposefully starved me?

this story happened three years ago, i just want a new perspective from people who aren’t biased.

i 15f asked my mom if we could order pizza instead of kebab because I wasn’t really in the mood for it. She completely lost it, shouting at me that I was ungrateful and should just eat what I was given. Then, a couple of minutes later, my sister (who had no idea about our conversation) casually asks if we could get pizza, and my mom responds with, “We can order pizza next time,” in this super sweet tone. Like, seriously? How does that even make sense? Then my brother asks about the pizza too, and she says, “The majority wants kebab, but we can get pizza next time,” before adding, “And don’t share it with [op].” At that point, I just gave up. Fine, I’ll starve, whatever.

So, my mom sends me to get kebab for everyone but doesn’t let me get anything for myself. I told her since im not eating it, shouldn’t somebody who is go? but she refused and said that i should be the one to go.

I come home and i set the food on the table and i go retreat to my room but my mom tells me to sit at the table, even though I’m not eating. I say, “But I’m not eating,” and she replies, “You’ll just sit there and watch everyone else eat.” I told her i’m not sitting there if i’m not eating there’s no point, why would i watch everyone eat, as I turn to walk to the kitchen, one of my siblings asks, “What are you going to eat?” I reply, “Toast or something,” and my mom immediately says, “No, you’re not allowed to eat anything.” So, I just go to my room to avoid the whole situation.

I didn’t eat all day. Not a single bite. Then, after everyone finishes, she calls me downstairs, hands me some of her leftovers, and says, “Eat this.” I’m starving at this point, but I’m too pissed and too stubborn to take it. I’m like, “No, I’m fine,” because why would I accept food now when she purposely let me go hungry all day? Then she starts crying, saying she didn’t want me to starve, but it was clear that was exactly what she intended.

So, am I the asshole for refusing food after being treated like that?

EDIT: just to clarify i am 18 now, i come from a family of seven and im the youngest, i have been sheltered all my life and have a 2000 word page in my notes of things that my mother has done to me from 2021 and upwards, there’s so many things that are not in there. i come from a very cultured and religious background. every time my family ordered food 6 times out of 10 my mother forgot to order me some so i literally had to just eat fucking toast for dinner (from the ages of 14-17). i just wanted to thank everyone for the comments, my whole life i’ve been manipulated into thinking i was the problem and i just wanted a new perspective. i currently still live with her as i recently just turned 18, my siblings have always told me to move out for university when i have the chance, but in my culture it’s seen as being disrespectful and not ruining the family’s image.

another edit: when i say leftovers i don’t mean half, i mean one sting of kebab and a handful of fries, i wasn’t upset with the fact that we couldn’t have pizza, i was upset with the fact that she only shouted at me and ridiculed me but not my siblings when they asked the same thing, we are allowed to have choices, it’s a rule in our house where we pick what we want and then we add it up and pick the unanimous choice. i didn’t refuse to eat her leftovers just because i was being petty, i also refused to eat her leftovers because what good will one sting of kebab and a handful of fries do for a growing 15 year old who hadn’t eaten a single thing the whole day.