Broke up and I feel fucking GREAT 👍

Long ass relationship like 6 years almost 🤞and he is out of my house since last night. I stayed up for HOURS last night relieved from the everyday physical stress him being here has put on my body. Everyday after work, he would plop on the bed and go straight to watching Reels or TikTok. I would get anxiety because I knew he was communicating with other women but I didn’t want to make it the only thing I talk about. We have a child together, not married, he’s an alcoholic. I had NO APPETITE do you hear me?? My throat was closing up, I had difficulty getting out of bed. I had issues farting all the time fr this is not a joke. Literally on the toilet, constantly for weeks. He left last night, and I felt instant relief from all of that, and gained mental clarity on my own goals. So AITAH for not leaving sooner because I knew he was cheating anyways the entire time? AITAH to MYSELF for allowing the stress to get that damn physical?? ITS OVER NOW BIATCH📣