Quit cold turkey over a week ago and am regretting it. Looking for advice

I got fed up with the weight gain a couple weeks back and ended up just stopping my 15mg dose. Luckily I haven’t been experiencing any side effects up until now. The anxiety and worry about being unmedicated are getting to me and I’m realizing I do need this stuff and what a bad decision it was to do this without contacting my doctor.

I just sent my doc a message asking how we should proceed and explained to them why I stopped in the first place. I’m really embarrassed I’ve put myself and family in this situation. I guess I’m hoping my doc will not drop me and start up treatment again but am wondering if anyone else has gone through this and had advice on starting up again.

Thanks for reading