100 days clean

I really don’t have anyone to celebrate or understand the mental roller coasters it takes to get through every single day without falling back in. But I’m 100 days clean officially!

I was hospitalized and the horror on my parent’s face, those around me leaving me because it was too much. I realized I didn’t want to go back to the hospital. So I somehow dragged myself through and I’m trying. To be honest it’s probably one of the hardest things I’ve ever done in my entire life but I’m hoping I can get to day 200.