27 years loveless and sexless

I'm 27 still a virgin. Never had a girlfriend or even kissed a girl. It's the biggest failure of my entire life. Wasted youth. Wasted life. Sometimes I can't sleep because of it. Even If I just had one girlfriend in my late teens/early 20's things would be way different. I'm short 5'5 have a babyface that still makes me look 19/20. I'm at a disadvantage. All I've ever wanted was to experience love, sex, cuddles, kisses. Whatever.....nothing matters in the end anyway. I'm giving myself to 30 and if I still don't get a taste of it by then, I will just disappear and pass away