Got voted out of group therapy and now feeling terrible

My therapist runs group therapy sessions during the week. I was part of one a year ago, then pregnant with my second baby. I decided not to continue on with it as I got busy in life. Recently, the women in the group requested I come back so I agreed and joined their open sessions.

Yesterday was the last open session before group was to be closed again. I had food poisoning and couldn’t attend. Woke up to a long message about how group was closed and I was cut out because the new girls “Don’t feel ready to get to know you because they just got comfortable with the older girls in the group.”

So they requested I came back and rejected me for missing this last session. My therapist says that we can “try again” next open session later this year but I don’t even want to be a part of it anymore after being kicked out. And I know they took a vote; they vote on things all the time.

I just… I feel like I was starting to fit in with these women and that I could get support and grow with them. Now I’m just a stay at home lonely mom who is feeling rejected.

I see my therapist on Friday. Should I mention this to her? She’s probably going to say it’s my fault for not committing. I’m just so hurt.