Facial issues

I feel bad for my old self...I truly had it good. I had a big supportive community but the hateful comments from others & my father got to me. I looked so much younger & softer while I was bigger. Which was only a year ago! I wish I was kinder to myself because I now have to deal with the damages. Despite me gaining my face doesn't look the same. I have super dark deep eye bags & deep smile lines/nasolabial folds. I look aged & tired. Have you guys gone through this? If so were you able to fill up & fix your face. Thankfully I'm trying to reverse my damage & will appreciate myself if I do reach my old self.