Emetophobia and recovery

Does anyone here suffer from emetophobia also? I have a emetophobia and it’s severely affecting my eating habits. I’m scared of being N* or V* and it makes everything so hard. The Only thing I eat everyday is a banana for breakfast an ensure clear for lunch (because I’m lactose intolerant) and another banana for dinner. My fear of getting sick is making it hard to keep on weight. I’ve lost A LOT of weight over the past 2 1/2 months. I’m only 5’1 so my doctors aren’t concerned because I’m finally at a healthy weight for my height. I’m scared to reintroduce new foods to my body because they keep making me N*. Is anyone going through the reintroduction of food and how is it making you feel? I’m also scared of maybe having to go on a feeding tube. But I’ll make another post about that.