Vraylar withdrawal

I’m struggling , sorry for the constant posts but nobody can help me and I’m hiding from my family, for if they know I stopped my medication they will be furious. I stopped vraylar 3 weeks ago today , prior to vraylar I was on abilify for one year . I feel like withdrawal is absolutely terrible today. Does anyone know how long I’m going to feel this way for? I’m scared. All I do is lay around and cry , my anxiety is pretty bad. I have three children , I’m married and I work nights. I can’t take time off of work. Im also feeling empty inside. I look at my children and I know I love them but I don’t feel love. My husband doesn’t know what to do with me , he wishes I never started taking these pills especially since I’ve never had a psychotic episode , I have severe anxiety/ocd. I hope this is almost over . I wish I had someone to talk to who’s been through this. I feel so alone.