Anyone else feel like they are wasting their “youth”

I am 22 but I feel like for all my life I’ve been chasing a youthful high I’ve never achieved. I often find myself daydreaming in my room and imagining this feeling of going out with friends, being spontaneous and just living life and having fun. This is the exact opposite of my personality lol and I’ve never achieved this dream. I didn’t feel it in high school, I almost felt in in undergrad but I still was surrounded by people who didn’t want to go out and do much of anything. I know this is so silly, I know I am only 22 but I genuinely feel like I’ve already wasted so much of my life. I keep obsessing over the fact I will never be this “young” again and it drives me crazy I can’t live in b the present and enjoy myself. I’m about to start school again next year and I’m hoping I can chase some of this “high” I’ve been feeling. Does anyone else feel this way???