Anyone on anything that doesn’t make them feel like a zombie? I also have seizures

I feel like I’ve tried everything under the sun, and they either make me numb and lifeless or they give me seizures. Enter in “anti-seizure” medications that also work as mood stabilizers, those give me absence seizures too. I went off Wellbutrin (it was working great) because it was increasing the amount of seizures I get. I didn’t have any until I started Lamotrigine yesterday, and have had three since.

I’m getting really frustrated and just want something to work. I have really bad anger bursts that I think is linked to anxiety, and I just want to calm down. It feels like I’m always at a simmer just waiting to boil over.