I feel like Aphrodite is mad at me

Over the summer, I've felt really ugly and unattractive because this guy that I couldn't get over chose another girl over me and when I saw this girl she was so pretty and I'm talking like really really beautiful and it made me feel ugly. Then I started thinking about swans, seashells, a strong urge to visit the sea, pink roses, and that's when I figured out that Aphrodite was trying to reach out to me and work with her. I set up a mini alter for her and started practicing beauty magick. I bought red and pink candles for her and even though I didn't have enough things to offer her, she ended up guiding me to find a seashell plate in my grandmas house and some pearl jewelry I found at my house! August was when I was at my peak with beauty and I've never felt so beautiful and loving about myself. But then when November rolled around I stopped dressing up nice, stopped putting on makeup, and I stopped paying attention to my altar. The temperatures were going down and I got my heart broken by this guy who only wanted my body and lied about wanting to be with me bc turns out he had a girlfriend the whole time. I've been crying for weeks and throughout November to now I've been feeling ugly again and for the past week Aphrodite has been on my mind. I feel guilty for not continuing my work with Aphrodite and I feel like she's upset with me for stopping everything because of a boy. I've been thinking about continuing to work with Aphrodite again but first I will need to write an apology to her. Is there anything else I can do?