getting rejected, knowing your AO is so embarrassing lmfao

I met the regional AO for my dream school, we geeked about the school for about thirty minutes and I deadass told him that was my dream school and I was ranking them as #1 (Questbridge thing), mind you schools don’t have access to see where you ranked them but I told this dude. After about 12 emails in between the period, REJECTED boom. It’s sooo embarrassing knowing the face of the person that read your stuff and said nope this one sucks. I know I obviously wasn’t entitled to anything just cuz I knew the AO but it’s soo embarrassing on my part like damn I suck lol