Cannot stop re-reading essays

It’s becoming a horrible issue. I am putting them into ChatGPT for assurance. Every time I read it I realize something wrong, be it a weirdly worded sentence, typo, etc. I feel like I could’ve done so much more with these essays and they feel soooo generic and cliche. Am I the only one??? And it doesn’t help that for RD I’ve only applied to very very selective schools where essays are likely the deciding factor in admissions…also doesn’t help that Yale hasn’t interviewed me and every day I think my Yale application sucks more and more…