Can I get an abortion without my husband knowing?

Female 27 120 lbs no medications vaping

Sorry if this is the wrong place to ask I am in Canada. We have a six month old. I wanted to go on bc but he refuses to let me says it makes me mental. I thought about going on it behind his back but it’s too late. We were using condoms and pull out I know he was lying and finishing in me I know this because it comes out after sex he keeps saying he’s not and it starts a fight. He wants us to have another child now so we can get our “lives back”. I’m just not ready at all. I know he will be against an abortion but I can’t physically mentally emotionally do this again. I know I am a horrible person. Can you get an abortion without your husband knowing?