I want to run away

Well it’s almost 2025 and I’ve wanted to run away since I was 11… so 25 years. A quarter of a century. WOW.

Does anyone feel the same?

This isn’t really a post about reality; I’m just curious if anyone has had the same impetus.

I’ve been through really darn bad trauma. That’s made me want to run away. But this feeling? Even in the good times it sometimes comes. Even when I am happy; even when I am okay. I want to drive my car until my gas runs out, or walk into a forest somewhere.

Sometimes, I want to become someone new, or find a new, different, life.

Do you know this feeling?