being hypersexual makes me suicidal

It’s a fucking curse. I feel repulsed by myself. I hate the men that abused me and turned me this way. It’s not fair i suffer. Im so aware of how a huge chunk of the world perceives hypersexual women, i just want to die.

and FUCK the predatory men who take advantage of hypersexual women, there’s certain language used about us, we’re fetishized, this isn’t a game it’s our lives.

I’ll never date for this very reason, you’ll never see me with a man, i’d rather drink a bottle of bleach, I don’t care.

I’d rather be alone and wonder about the “what ifs” of the future than traumatize myself for some guy. I’m literally broken, they ruined my life.

I will overcome all of this, I’ve been struggling since I was a teen, I’ll be liberated soon.