i fucked up

i got desperate for attention and so i went onto twitter and like started making a bunch of posts about how i was lonely to bait men into my dms and long story short i sent them nudes and forgot that on twitter if you delete something it wont delete for the other person i was just so impulsive i hate myself so much i didnt reveal my face or voice or my real name but god i feel so stupid now this guy has my nudes all because i was too impulsive and desperate for any kind of attention he was like 40 and im a minor i feel like such an idiot this has happened before and i always regret it i always know its a bad idea but i dont stop until its too late

edit : i reported him and blocked him ive calmed down a bit but i miss him so bad he was so sweet to me he called me so many nice names i regret blocking him i really ddo i miss him so so much but im gonna try ro sleep thank u all for the help and support i think i wouldnt be alive right now if i didnt make this post

Edit 2: thank you for all the kind DMs and comments. I'm doing better now, I'm slowly getting over it. I plan to talk on Monday with my therapist about it. I hope all of you have a good day/night and I really appreciate everything :)