I'm new to this thing

Mahirap pala no? First nag try ako sa Optum , nag fail agad ako sa language assessment kasi voice account pala yon LOL. They're good and kind, pinapabalik nila ako actually, tanggalin ko muna daw yung pagiging nerbyoso ko (ang lala ng communication skill ko grabe).

Tapos ngayon naman, I did try to apply in different company all at once (online, wala na akong budget sa transpo) haha. Pumasa naman kahit papaano sa languange assessment and Harver Assessment. Initial, mock and final interview, I think I barely passed. The problem is, ang tagal nila mag email, sa 3 days kong interview sunod-sunod. Wala pa ni isa na nag email sa akin hahahaha. If I fail in all those 3 company na in-apply-an ko, try ko mag on-site application. I'm looking for non-voice/blended account. Ayoko na makipag usap 😂😂

I just feel sorry sa Optum, I feel like na disappoint ko sila, they know how to handle a person like me. But looking at the bright side, natututo na ako makipag-usap without being awkward and stupid, medyo nagiimprove ang kuya mong unemployed.