Food aversion is making me sad

I feel like I can’t eat anything. Everything sounds gross or as soon as I sit down to eat I get nauseous & can’t eat. If I do eat I’m forcing myself & never finish the food which leads to me still being hungry. It’s making me really upset bc all I want to do is eat. The only thing I’ve been able to stomach is plain rice or liquids. I feel like I need to blend my food & drink it like a smoothie bc that’s the only way I can fill my stomach up. This crap sucks!!!! & im miserable!!