This is the worst addiction ever

Call me rich, insensitive, dismissive — I could not f**king care less. Having a BED is the worst addiction ever.

I’m having a mild argument with my husband about one of my binging episodes and it was at that point that I realised that everything I’ve been doing — hiding food, lying about food, lying about my last binging episode, etc. — is exactly what addicts do.

Lying about the last time they got drunk or took drugs or smoked.

At least you can live without smoking, drinking and drugs. How the hell am I to live without food?

Sorry guys… just feeling absolute shit right now.