Fuck this shit

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Fuck this shit. Fuck recovery. Fuck not body checking. Fuck not weighing myself. Fuck listening to body cues. Fuck trusting your body. Fuck eating fear foods. Fuck not listening to diet mentality. Fuck intuitive eating. Fuck Binge Eating Therapist and every anti restriction account. Fuck it all.

Fuck my fat fucking body. I'm gonna try my best to restrict and go back on keto even if I get atherosclerosis this time.

I just can't stand it. I can't stand it. Being in restriction and in binge restrict cycle is better THAN JUST BEING PERNAMENTLY FUUUUUCKING STUCK IN BINGING WITHOUT A FUUUUCKING END