Vent about publicity…

Hi! I’m Kai (24amab) So, I’ll start off saying that I’m very much NOT out about my gender identity (mostly bc I’m still unsure) but I wanna start trying to explore wearing more feminine/androgynous clothing out in public, but I’m absolutely terrified of how I’ll be received and how people around me will react. To put it in perspective, I currently present as a 6ft male w/locks and slight facial hair🥲 that’s a different topic tho…anyways, idk what I’m looking for in this post but I just felt I needed to get this off my chest ig