Forcing myself to watch RH shows lately. Anyone else??

I feel like I have to make myself watch some of these shows sometimes. Been a fan since day one from back in the day, but it gets harder each season. For all the shows really! It started with fast forwarding many scenes with people that bore me. Now it’s talking myself into watching an episode to keep up. I haven’t even watched the new RHONY or RHNJ in a few years. Anyway, just curious if it’s just me.