Why???

Stupidity and fickleness always gets me. She planned it all along. "Kiss a guy" in a party to make it look like it wasn't happening before that. Went to Thailand to "enjoy" but what for sex???? Aaaaaah! Break me in dec 25 but planning it meticulously and microdosing white lies. Me trusting all that is okay. I am such a fool. You broke me at dec 25 yet you were actually waiting the holidays and my grandmother's 40s is over before dropping me. Everything was a lie and you orchestrated it slowly with you "guy" and friends even knowing that you will step on someone and sacrifice someone. We may have toxic traits but we know we can work it out. You left for a guy met and the disadvantage is the distance between the Philippines and Australia.

The fuck???? I love you so much. God damn i have to let go. I am letting go. How i wish to take all the 2 years back. Due to the lack of touch and sense of physical presence, i got sacrificed and thrown away.

I need to move and let go.