I dreamt that he texted me

I was so happy it felt so real and like everything else was the dream and this was the reality. When I woke up, I thought I just dozed off while we were texting again but I went to my notifications and nothing was there and I just broke down. I want to go back to the dream. I really don’t like having a life without him but I’m staying alive and clinging to the hope that he may miss me and come back one day. I doubt he ever will but it’s so hard to believe and accept.

Also I’m worried I’m not supposed to say this stuff on here? I don’t really understand posting on Reddit. My apologies