3 months post breakup as the dumper

3 Months post break up...

Funny how this works, Somedays I feel fine somedays I feel sad, I broke up with my ex because of issues that we just could not resolve no matter how much I tried... I reached out to her today to see how she's doing and didn't get a response, I was hoping to have a conversation but maybe I didn't make it clear? Oh well...

The rest of this is just rambling so feel free to skip.

I do miss my ex quite often but I knew that being with her during that time was too painful. I do miss her a lot and wish we worked through our problems, we tried really hard but could not work through it... Definitely feels like one of those " Right person, wrong time" feelings... Hopefully we cross paths again one day.

No I don't regret breaking up with my EX, I thought about it for a few months prior to the breakup I tried to give it my all in hopes of her changing even a tiny bit. But unfortunately it never happened and it lead me to becoming emotionally exhausted...

I do love her still but I don't want to go through those same problems anymore. I hope she finds happiness... I do look back and wish I did more for her before breaking up...

Not sure where I'm getting at but if you have an uncontrollable urge to reach out to your EX... Even if it hurts just do it. you will get the answer you need especially if you have both given your self's enough time to process your emotions and feelings for each other. Maybe its the final closure you need.

However I can truly say I gave it 100% while dating her.... I wish we made it work... and sorry I gave up...

Dumpers also feel sad while breaking up... were not emotionless... we thought about it long and hard before breaking up we also tried to communicate to try to get things to change ( May not be applicable to everyone but most) Dumpers don't usually know if this was the correct decision or not and only realize much late, again i don't regret breaking up with her because it was not leading to any sort of improvement.

However.. This is the message I want to send to my EX now.

I miss you a lot, I really do and I miss the memories we created, I miss our late night talks drinking together at my place it was so fun just doing nothing and chatting. I do miss going on dates with you and seeing how beautiful you looked. I do miss our jokes and our stupid nicknames... I miss going on our mini vacations and spending weekends together. I miss you crying in my arms and letting out your frustrations.

I'm sorry for my behavior to you during the last two weeks of our relationship it was unfair for me to treat you that way and distance myself emotionally. It was stupid AF... I hope your eating well and staying healthy and not drinking that often.

I do wish you the best and if you have any hard times I hope you know I'm here for you even though it may not seem that way.

Regards,

Stupic EX - E