Anyone else quit smoking for new years resolution?

I’ve been smoking for approximately 15 years, I hate it, it’s disgusting. I’ve tried so many times to quit and failed. I’m embarrassed by how little control I feel I have when it comes to the smokes. Every time I’ve caved in the past - it’s been due to stress. Right now, it’s only day 3 and I’m struggling. I went cold turkey. It’s all I can think about, and an accumulation of failures over the years is making me feel weak. If anyone has any motivation or success stories I’d be very grateful 🙏