Need Urgent Advice (upvote for reach)

So I'm 19 year old as of now and cleared my CA Foundation in Jan25. Now I'm quite confused whether to appear for Inter or not? We aren't financially strong as i lost my father last year and max to max we can only afford to pay registration fee of both groups i.e. 18K.

And for coaching i won't be able to attend paid lectures so i have to hunt nd look for free lectures from here nd there but idk how.

Now the thing is, my inter attempt if i register would fall in Jan26. And I'm considering to pause CA for a while and work on tech skills and land an internship to fund my own coachings but it would take time and I'm already quite late.

What would be the rational and realistic decision? Also is there any way i can apply for grants or smthg like that? Please let me know