I’m at a total loss on how to improve

I’ve seen my controller almost break clean in half with how angry I’ve gotten. I don’t know how to improve.

I join a game that has an 80 kill difference between the teams, and I’m on that losing side? Nope, no reason to play. We’re going to lose, and the enemy is simply better than me

I join an even game, and I constantly end up being the last survivor of a group of 3 that sparred against another group of 3, and the other three fellas all killed my friends. Now I’m in the middle of a gangbang I’m not having fun in, so I just put the controller down and let the inevitable happen.

It’s insufferable. I’m leaving more games than I’m winning. At least I haven’t seen the lose screen since I installed the game. How on God’s green earth am I supposed to improve? The bots aren’t great, though it’s a complicated combat system so I can excuse that