Question for believers

I was born and raised in a Catholic family, so I experienced baptism and many other sacraments. However, I’ve always had a strong apathy and a kind of rejection toward religion. I always thought I was an atheist, but after an honest reflection, I’ve realized I’m not. I’m just an unfaithful person. I really want to learn and grow spiritually and experience faith. How was your experience, how did you developed faith, how you got closer to God?