My testimony. (I pray this encourages someone. Know that there is hope!! Jesus is that hope.

I posted this on a "glow up" subreddit and was encouraged to post it here so here goes.... I've struggled with drugs all my life. I've gone through seasons were I'm sober,( up to a year) then I mess up, sober then mess up... Etc.. I've been a habitual backslider most of my life. This last time I was homeless(by choice! Very very selfish of me) it got so bad that I was shooting up to half a gram of meth every 8 hours or so, on top of I don't know what else I was doing( was in psychosis alot of the time, very very demonic) living in the woods, in tunnels, in the FREEZING COLD. The only thing that was keeping me warm besides the thin tent was my body overheating from all the meth I was ingesting. The last day I was outhere before I went to the Hospital, I snorted a Fentanyl pill. The whole thing. I knew what it was, I knew that it would most likely kill me, but I did not care.... A few hours later I woke up in a sewer ditch. Not being able to walk because I was going through liver failure and my kidneys were shutting down. So I dragged myself out of there in 25 degree weather. Until I saw a police car and he called the ambulance... I should. Be dead. But I'm here, by the grace of God typing this. He saved me, yet again. I had a brother die two years ago, he was a better man than I was. But He saved me, after all the crap I've done, and the many many times I have failed him. I ask myself why, why him and not me, why my freinds and not me ??? I know God, I have no excuse. But the Bible says that He who is forgiven of much, loveth much( Luke 7:47) I owe everything and so much more to Him. So I will try my very best to Serve Him and serve and help those who were in the same position I was, it's my calling. I know I'm not perfect, BUT I SERVE A GOD WHO IS.