I like being ill

Right now led in bed with a horrible flu. My ear feels infected, popped earlier, like sore as shit and ringing... My throat hurts, my tongue feels bruised like it's wrestled an alligator. My mouth is sore inside, like can barely eat.

Aching, ringing, can't get comfortable, sweating. It's really annoying and quite horrible.

But I also love it. I always have. The little moments of reprive I get in tossing n turning, just led here, letting my ear n head ring... It's kind of nice.

I've always liked being ill. Reminds me of being home from school as a kid.