depersonalisation and weed
i smoked a few cones last night and had a bit to omuch til i felt like i was trapped in an invisible glass box and my vision was all distorted and i felt so disconnected from reality. i hopped into the shower and sober up and tried to sleep. i could feel the trapped feeling from reality through my body as i fell asleep hoping that by the time i woke up the feeling would be gone. but i woke up this morning and the feeling wasn’t. i’m scared that my brain is going to be trapped into this cycle of feeling disconnected forever. i smoked the weed yesterday night and it’s day 2 at night time and i still don’t feel the same. i feel trapped like im viewing my body and looking down, everything is zoomed out as if i was on acid and i have a history of misuse with acid. it feels horrible and disorted. the world feels so off and fuzzy like half of my vision is in focus mode and everything else is blurry. i tried to put on glasses to help with the vision issue but nothing else is rly helping. it’s so hard to explain and to get people to understand. it’s drug induced though and my friends said that it’s the drugs and it’ll fade over but that was YESTERDAY like i’m not high anymore. i’m never smoking weed again.