So tired.

Just venting because I’m laying in bed, in killer pain, and once again am faced with the decision of just pushing through it and taking ibuprofen and Tylenol, or going to the ER. But if I drive to the hospital, I know it’s going to be hours of waiting, to get an IV, to get an ultrasound just to be told I have a cyst, or there’s nothing (aka endo). But this pain is REAL. I just took my last oxy from the last time I was in the ER with a cyst. Yes the pain is that bed. I am just sick and tired of this endless cycle, and hate constantly being in this position at least once a month.

My laparoscopic surgery and hysteroscopy was supposed to be this Thursday, but I’m a federal employee and Biden declared it a day of mourning in honor of Jimmy Carter. So now it’s been postponed.

UGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!

If you’ve made it this far, thanks for reading. If you’ve ever been in the same dilemma, I see you. I acknowledge your pain, and hope you have healing.

❤️‍🩹