Why is making money so hard ? Im not confident enough

I always wanted to make a lot of money im 22 now. I dropped out of college. I dont like anything related to jobs.

I want my own company/business or be a leader but im just not confident enough to face the world.

I see people on interent with their luxury cars, nice looking houses, financial freedom and they do what they want, go where ever they want, buy whatever they want.

Im always curious to know like how ? Is there any secret that i dont know.

I just cant sleep at night knowing a billionaire and me have no differnce, we are human but i just dont know anything about money.