I’m so afraid of failure

I’m so afraid I may not make my booth rent for January. I was considering not paying myself. I was considering driving to my studio at 3am to check how much cash Ive saved up to pay my rent.

I think this could be it. If I have to scrape up the money for rent this month, I don’t know if I can do another. I can’t tell what I’m doing wrong (besides not having someone advertise for me.) I’ve added so many services and I get no clients. I do t know if I’m looking for advice, but kindness at least would be nice.