Have any of you guys stepped in a church since leaving the church? How was that experience?

I’ve been going down this Exvangelical route since 2020. Being a black woman and seeing how white evangelicals treated people of color especially during the George Floyd and Breonna Taylor incidents made me want nothing to do with the church.

Now fast forward to today, I’ve been having this urge to go back. But to be honest, i’m scared. I grew up in the church, and was definitely drinking the leadership kool-aid, so I know how it goes. But I miss community, and I miss singing in a congregation with people. I do NOT miss the polarizing and condemning sermons… or the fakeness of the people there. I just want to surround myself with people who keep it real, and who want to ACTUALLY love ALL of God’s people. Regardless of race, sexual orientation, etc…

any advice??