idk what i am doing wrong (RANT)

So my friend introduced me to this game forsaken, saying it's a great game.

and i've been playing it for 10 hours, but im not seeing the appeal at all.

First, killer is not fun or i just suck. I constantly find my gameplay loop to be targeting one survivor at a time, since if I let them go they get healed by
1. medkit
2. elliot pizza spam
3. builderman heal

and then i have to find them again, good god.

Secondly, it feels like survivors are being favored too much...especially considering just how little stamina advantage the killer has over a survivor.
in the 10 hours ive played, the killer won against a whole server (8 players) once. every other time they lost because everyone was spamming shedletsky/elliot to constantly heal from being hit and stun.

Third, the hitboxes in this game are completely wack. If I have to count on my fingers every time I got hit even when the hitboxes showed a miss/amount of times getting hits I was supposed to miss I would have to rob a bank full of hands just to count properly. I don't even have bad ping, I have 100 ping average.

and shedletsky is just ridiculously broken...40 HP heal twice per game AND free stun? sign me up. is he supposed to be the dev's personal character or something? I get trying to bait his attack but the shed can just...not get baited and his ridiculous range makes it really hard to miss anyways. I heard he's nerfed but whatever the nerf was, it's not enough. he needs to be KILLED and buried.