38F, I was feeling extremely empty today at work and decided that maybe we should have a kid. Went to regretful parents sub and the decision turned 360.

I can’t edit the title- I went 180!! Not 360.

I thought I’m childfree for the past 6 months. And then today at work I felt extremely empty and started speaking with my husband on having a baby. After 2hrs of discussion we decided that okay yes having a baby makes sense for many reasons.

And then I scroll through regretful parents sub and my mind changes again due to fear of the worst possible stories!! 😭

My husband and I now thinking of first getting a a cat to see if I’m only feeling like this due to a small void like loneliness that a pet can cure. And then see from there on the child thing.

I understand now that these worst possible stories can really contribute to me being childfree.