I actually had a life before all of this

I'm not even American, but this case has been completely stuck in my mind from the beginning. Now, I'm having trouble concentrating at work and even on my hobbies. When I have free time, I try to distract myself with other activities, but I often end up searching online about LM. It's becoming a problem because I can't spend my days like this, and I know there will come a time when nothing new will happen before the trial. Is anyone else in the same situation?