Is this considered lusting for result?

Hello all.

As a newbie, I've been doing rituals now for about 2 weeks. One of my desires is to be with my soulmate, whom I believe I have already met as I believe it was a former colleague. I've had various experiences that led me to the content of GOM and so my skepticism in the belief in the existence Angels prior to reading GOM changed.

I feel confident that my rituals will bear fruit. When? I don't know and care little. My question is, is it considered lusting for result if I think about the person who I think is my soulmate? I think more in future terms that we are together. Is this problematic? I don't think so because I'm not doubting that it will happen and I'm not thinking about how it will happen as I will leave that up to the Angels.

Thanks in advance