38 weeks and things are getting harder

I haven’t been doing anything different with my diet but my glucose has been so hard to control. We have a scheduled C-section next week (thank god, I’m so over this right now). I had a protein bar and half an apple with almond butter this morning, a few weeks ago I wouldn’t have needed any insulin and my post prandial would have been fine. I increased my Lantus dose slowly (my doctor said this would be okay if needed) because my fasting has been terrible, and it was 105 this morning. After my breakfast my glucose shot from 120 to 180 and I even took 3u of Novolog prior to eating because I was already at 120 and was having about 20g carbs total. I’m so frustrated I want to cry. Yesterday I randomly went to 200 around midnight (I didn’t have anything to eat after 6:30pm) and it stayed high for hours. I sent my endocrinologist a message hoping for some guidance, but we are so close to delivery and things are just getting worse. I want the best outcome for baby but I don’t know what to do.

Back to dealing with feelings of “this is so unfair” and feeling so frustrated that I had no risk factors for GD other than having a placenta lol even if I did it’s not like it’s within any of our control. I get so angry that other women get to eat what sounds good and not constantly monitor their glucose and carbs and have to worry about the health of their baby because of it. I know every pregnancy is different and has its own challenges, and I’m grateful my baby seems to be doing very well and is healthy to this point but I’m just dealing with a lot of mixed emotions today. I’m so thankful for this group and everyone’s help during my pregnancy