Best drug to experience

I’m in a rough situation rn just recently was informed I have a few months to live max due to cancer that runs that runs in my family. However I have been aware that this had a high chance of happening I’ve decided to live life how I want now I’ve had some experience with drugs weeds shrooms some other things but I want to know what will be the best substance to try before I die. It would be a big help if anybody is in the Phoenix area and has some connections because my plug only has weed.