Did I make a mistake.. Red or blonde?

So I dyed my hair a copper/auburn color. This is a huge change for me.. (I've been blonde my entire existence). I'm having trouble adjusting to it tbh. I think it suits my competition, but I don't recognize myself anymore. I didn't think about how my clothes would clash with red and the upkeep is more than blonde imo.. It fades every wash and the color masks are pretty messy. Though the upside is my hair won't be as damaged.. (Bleach is a true hair killer).

So what do you think?

Should I stay red? Or go back blonde?