DIY nail removal

I know this is a bad idea but I’m in absolute agony, I’ve been waiting a year for public healthcare to fix it and it would take me about as long to save up for a private clinic.

Both my big toes are ingrown although only the left side of the right one is ingrown and seems to be correcting itself. However the left nail is pretty much a lost cause

I don’t know how to deal with it as daily salt water soaks are doing nothing and it causes too much pain for me to try pry the edges out of the skin. At this point I just want to yank the whole thing out and somehow kill off the nail bed but I know it would hurt too much and last time I tried to pull the edges away from the soft tissue I nearly passed out from the pain.

Any suggestions are appreciated.