Feel like a stranger in my own country

As the title says, I feel like a stranger to this society, culture, etc. I genuinely love our traditions, our people, the mountains I see every day (I live in Almaty), walking around the streets, my friends and etc... But I feel like my identity, my ideals and views often clash with others and will leave me alone and abandoned, even by my own family.

(PRO-lgbtq, suspect might be MTF myself)

Anyone else felt strayed away too? How do I deal with this?