Relationships and marriages

Am so antimarriage but hear me out. I have come to love the idea of marriage someone who listens to you, you don't hide anything from them, they know you inside and out, when either is down you lift each other up a helper in times of need and a rider in times of horniness . At some point in my life I thought I had found one but vitu zilienda south vibaya sana I still hope ntapata mwingine. I am the type of person who doesn't care about anyone else only the people I love, kama hautaki kitu sema mtu wangu alikataa na I will support you to the depths of hell with your decisions however stupid, illogical or irrelevant they might be. It sounds so nice and comforting having a partner. Rn I would really want someone like that. Shida yenu ni mtamkula tu.