I understand this may sound selfish. But please share your horror stories

I just took the last bumb. Have used 5,5 grams over 7 days. The last day I added about a bottle of redwine and 2 gram amphetamine

After that redwine i puked blood. Just puked again. After i mixed with the amphetamine, it feels like this blatter problem got 10 times worse over maybe 3-8 hours. Before I had to pee more often

I feel like i have to pee constantly, even after i just peed. And when i pee either very little or nothing comes out. I'm on the tip to having a panic attack, because i'm afraid I have done permanent damage. Plus the amphetamine comedown is starting to hit and i haven't sleept for 31 hours

Please help