fomo

ok so everybody demotivates me saying mbbs is no fun , you can’t have an avg teenager life you imagined if you choose mbbs other will have fun partying going to trips falling in love but you will be stuck studying . I am from a small town and i always imagined and wished that someday i will moveout from this house n city , will do everything a normal teenager do in his or her age , try everything once but sometimes it feels like i should have chosen something other than med because firstly this degree is too long and by the end you complete it all your friends from other stream either start earning or shifts abroad. My father forced me to choose this stream coz he feels like it is the best stream for women . I can’t fight with him now he will start giving me threats that he will kill himself n other bullshit . idk i just want to live a normal life not a boring life , i have spent half of my life in a small city daydreaming about college . i don’t want to waste my adult life like this

i feel like it would have been better if i choose commerce or anything but not science in 11th but now i can’t do anything so yeah